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[Oct 02 2009 / 6:24pm] |
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This really sucks, I'm sitting at home waiting to go out for the night but I all I want to do is sit in my bed and cry for you. I have to think of the brighter side of things, you'll be fine I know you will! Your so young so I know you can beat this. I remember you saying about a month ago how you were gaining a bunch of weight and didn't know why... I would have never thought it would be this. Times like this I wish I had my mom and dad to hug and to talk about this with. All I can think about is playing "spy" with you every christmas morning and just being silly together. And now to know that your sick is the worst news I could ever have to hear. Your going to be ok, I have to keep telling myself you will be. I'm thinking about you all the time and sending great thoughts your way. Love you
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[Jul 09 2009 / 8:26pm] |
to think i've met my dream boy
if you didn't live 8 hours away..
a boy would be cool right now
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| College Life |
[May 06 2009 / 2:29pm] |
So I was watching College Life today on my computer and I'm not kidding the way my life is right now I for sure could get tons of money videotaping myself and my friends life's. Never a dull moment with my friends. Shit Lauren Conrad makes &65,000 an episode for The Hill I'm sure I could make siiiickkk money hahaha
Just a thought
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[Apr 08 2009 / 5:03pm] |
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i love love love this
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i hate hate hate this
I thought choosing schools was going to be fun, I was sooo happy when I got accepted to Fanshawe and St. Clair. I went and saw the house that I would move into next year and its right across the street from my aunt's house, who I'm really close with. I have to tell them today if I'm moving in or not because the room I want is going to be taken soon. My mom called today and told them I would be moving in next year and now I'm starting to get cold feet. I'm not one of those people that HATES Windsor. I love Windsor and I love all my friends here. Sure I would have Allie out of my close friends and I'd make more but I don't really want to leave. Everything is going great in my life and I don't want change. I have to think seriously about my career. Sure acting is fun but really would I get a great paying job? Dental Hygiene I would make great money but is super hard to get into, but then again so was the Theatre Arts program at Fanshawe. If I don't take this opportunity now will I kick myself in the face for in later? Will I be letting people down if I don't go? I should be thinking only about me and what I want, but I'm not sure. Move away to somewhere unfamiliar or stay in safe blanket at home.
FML
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| This is Emma Tolmie on Christmas |
[Dec 15 2007 / 1:19pm] |
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My List of gifts for people
Mom- Noa Pearl Perfume
Dad- Plaid duffel bag from AE
Meg - some kind of workout video she wants
Roye- no idea (FUCK)
Liz (my secret santa) - cute little coach hand bag thing
- MAC Lip gloss
I like buying gifts for people but I've realized one thing about myself thing year... i'm not cheap. I've bought for 4 people and already have spent 215 bucks... if I keep this up i'll have no more money left over for the gift I really want to make special =).. Ihave no ideas for roye that haven't already been taken by my other friends gah! What I want for christmas won't come cheap so i guess i can't complain.
My List <3
ipod touch
the new knit uggs (black)
my new york trip
sweet puma shoes
a wii
Those are my big items but i know i'm not going to get haft of them because I decided thing year to forget to tell my mom what i want untill yesterday when i went shopping in the states (damn!). My mom has this big resentment for ugg for some reason, so i'm just going to have to order them online for myself haha. But that means i'm going to have to get my own credit card (not happening)
The point to this random entry is that christmas is about gifts ha and how I love buying gifts for people, but at the same time I like my money. Guess i'll have to remember that next year.
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